I am a very wimpy person
1. Technology taking over- I sometimes feel that the most intelligent things in our world today is technology. I know the brain is supposed to be the smartest computer, but i don't always feel that way. I fear we become like the movie "Idiocracy" or be taken over by powerful machinery like in "I Robot".
2. Afterlife- I used to be so big on believing in the whole heaven and hell thing. I am still a christian, but my imagination started to think of other things that might happen after i die. I thought i was a good person, but what if God doesn't like what he made and gives me to the devil? I also learned that i'm supposed to ask for forgiveness for every sin everytime i commit one. I don't know when i do or not, i dont' know what could be a sin. Or maybe there is no god and I have to fight off the grim reaper or something
3. Spiders, bugs, other insects- i really don't know why, i'm just a wussy guy.
4. Failure- I usually don't mind being judged about myself, like is someone thinks i'm a loser or the most amazing person. But it's the fact that i try to do something and i take the time and effort to work on it, work the best i can, then being told that it's not good enough or i didn't try my best. It just seems like a big slap on the face saying, "hey you, you're really stupid" I try to be smart, but it's not easy for me for some reason.
5. Being alone- I love people to much. If there was no one around, i would end up pretending to be everyone.
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Wow Francis. I can understand where you're coming from but everyone has an afterlife weather that's in "Heaven" or reincarnation, or what have you. And in my opinion you have the rights to the best afterlife anyone could ever ever hope for or, for that matter recieve.
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