Fear....

I fear spiders.
They are icky and scary. And they have way to many legs. I believe i have a arachnophobia even just a small percentage i start shaking and freaking out if there is one visible within one hundred feet. I had a hernia surgery when i was six and the pain meds they put me on made me hallicinate about giant spiders and stuff so i think that increased my fear.
I fear crashing when Miss Stacey Hamlin is Driving.
Stacey hamlin is normally a good driver but sometimes i do fear for my life. I also fear our parents finding us if we did crash that might be worst then death.... She takes corners at like eighty but at least she didn't almost kill us in a parking lot like someone unnameable =]
I fear elevators.
I Hate riding in elevators i also feel like they are going get stuck or stop or drop and it freaks me out i would rather take the stairs...
I fear scary movies.
Scary movies in my opinion are the dumbest thing ever i don't see the logic in making a movie to scare people. I don't handle scary movies well i shake and eek and scream and have nightmares and like me and stacey went to see taken and we kept jumping cause of the supsese so like even some action movies freak me out.
I fear losing myself.
Everyone keeps saying i have changed and its not for the better and i worry that im losing the better part of my personality and that scares me too...