Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Fear

Hmm What am i afraid of...

Abandonment.
I can't stand even getting ditched. I always feel like everyone who's ever cared about me is going to leave me. I feel like there's nothing I can even do about it and that may be the worst part. I feel worthless and like there's no reason anyone SHOULD want to stay around me.

The Dark.
Only outside my house every once in a while. I get a creepy vibe and something feels intrinsically Wrong. Anywhere else I'm fine. Dark, Light, Colorful or Sepia its fine, but something outside of my house just feels weird. (Talk to Caleb & Steven about this)

Theism
I may offend some people but Religion scares me silly. So many people murder each other in the name of this god or that and I always think "that could be me!" It also scares me when Religious types try to legislate morality. I always think "whats next? Thought Police?"

1 comment:

David Dunlap said...

First things first super good point on Theism. Oh man Donnie I get the same vibe when I'm in my house and for now reason I get this earie feeling that something is going to jump up from behind and get me. Though for some odd reason I never turn on the lights. As your friend I don't think any of us are going to abandon you. Hehe.